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TITLE The Ramblings
BY Neil Price

UNDER DEVELOPMENT

It was happening, it always did, nobody stopped it. I heard a voice cry out in the dark WHY IS EVERYTHING? Everything what? All of it. You saw it or it will see you!

Carry on until the end then begin again until you find an answer. Every mask we have is just there to impress! No, its not me, but my mask so why do you care? Nobody cares or do they? If they do what about? I don’t know do you?

Meditate did you say, every thought goes like it comes, like feelings however you feel, it will pass. Nothing lasts it all disappears too quick or too slow! Time is movable feast! I care do you?
Nothing solves problems as they are all delusions. As it first began and it will be the same forever. The end is always the beginning so try again!

Everyone is important, nothing works or will it? Confused join the club!!

What is known? What is guaranteed? Every future event may or may not happen! Nothing can be guaranteed to happen!
Science tries to work out the odds! No scientist, no fortune teller is sure, what will happen! But a wise man will listen, the rich man will die while the poor man lives!! Will it happen what have you learnt?

We all want certainty about everything, relationships when/if a plane will land! But it is a truth and the more we crave it the more insecure we become.
Everyone knows this if they are honest! Know what? Good question! Want an answer look at the ashes or tea leaves everything is correct, nothing exists, What is this about? Not another question have we had enough answers, or do we need a solution? What difference would it make?

She is dead so why worry, gone deceased dead as a door nail, all gone! Let’s pray God might know, does it matter keep looking. The true pilgrim knows the path but not the destination. I keep hoping wishing it was too early, too sad all again when it was when it will be who knows? Does it matter are there any answers for that matter. Or just questions just keep looking never finding! If we found it! We would be have nothing to do.
can you do nothing? Would we be at peace, where the past has gone and the future yet to come. So what is the point of a journey to nowhere? Is nowhere a place or a situation. How can we go further into the past. Does it mater do you understand? If you do please tell me.

If you can’t tell me ask the baker! The one that makes hearts on the wings of a bird that flies to her graveside! Did she deserve to die? Who deserves to die? Does fear dominate my life! Is my life important to me, is it important to you? Does judgement have any place in our minds? Is the bridge safe? Does the cat need feeding? Is it time for heaven or just a passing moment which will be forgotten, tomorrow next week next year a thousand years hence will the memory be what happened or what we wanted to have happened.

She walked along the street, the man thought about his job. When you walk why do anything else? When you look why do you not see. Is everything mad or sane. Tell me the difference for they are the same to me. She learnt all she knew then wondered why she bothered. She had an answer no one will ever know if it was THE answer. Is there a purpose? Is the master an illusion?
So many meanings. less questions ask the priest? Do you want peace? Join the crowd, follow the man!

The Girl smiled everyone loved her, she shone. No one could see her, she was a mystery.

Time goes on how else is it to go!

Up in the sky was it a bird? Every time someone laughs all time dancer among the primroses a great blessing for all the clowns laugh like the fools they are. All time passes like the past that was, so the wise man speaks softly.

Time only exists in the moment:- she said

Dead, or that is what was thought. Keep going where else is there to go is there a path? A place to be, is that place here? Please leave anxiety at home and go on a journey forget the future and the past has already gone. Is there a point? Well you decide, do you need one? What do you need? A great question! What does your ego say, is that you? Where does sex fit into the picture?

Love I am longing to survive, Is surviving living? Is altruism a good thing, it is always well meaning but we are back to judgement. A good spanking never hurt anyone and it gives pleasure to the spanker. So why are we not queuing up to be spanked? Why does that make me..
All fun and games everyone needs fun it is what makes life worth living or is it? All we can do is what we think is good, anything else is greed!

“Until greed gets in the way”said the girl.

Greed, I only use what I want.
Where is the money, is there a need for money? Let us look at it seriously not in a frivolous manner but with deep understanding. Let us start what do we need money for, more than providing our basic needs. What do we need? is there a more equitable way of supplying it?

Let us provide the needs and tax the wants!:- he said

She was walking one day, I remember it well. She smiled and the birds sang she turned said “Why are you sad?”
“I can feel your sadness, there is no point in sadness, it is just a waste of time!! Forget the past for it has gone!”
There is no meaning there just is, no was! no to be! Meaning is a delusion, keep fighting and you will loose. Remember you care and all we can hope is others do as well!
To care is good, that is all you can do! Love and care about all others before yourself then to live an honest life.
How can you love one and not another? Is that not your ego?

Power is a wonderful thing, control, satisfies your ego but does it ever do any good?
"I know best" say some, but they never do! Knowing "best" requires complete knowledge which no one has, no scientist. Many believe that God knows best, but can't tell anyone what that is!!

Individuals doing what that they can to help others, do unto others as you would have them do onto you. No one knows anyone else, their conditioning is holds them back! We all need to be aware of what our conditioning is. Wearing cloths other than to keep warm is a common conditioning. Prejudice springs from bad nurturing not from nature. No baby hates anyone else. Hate is learnt!

we trust and love when we are born, we learn to hate and become greedy:- she said

All but a few seek, be like the few because seeking never brought utopia.
Because the law says so is never a good reason not to do something. I don't do it because the law says so! Is a reasonably response when the law is benign like wearing cloths!

The reason people get offended is due to conditioning, their own or the other,.if not both.

If the offender is not hurting physically hurting or threatening anyone? Where is the harm?

Joy, what is that all about. Singing dancing looking forward to the future where all things happen then no one go to the hell that was life.
Open the cave show them a door let them believe there is somewhere to go.

Every destination is a disappointment ever journey a hope:-She said

Let us all cry because without sorry there cannot be suffering and everyone knows the suffering leads to salvation!
A salvation is just another destination where next I hear you cry. Repeat - repeat She knows or so I believe.
Belief is risky for there is no truth where opinion holds sway.
We keep looking for the elusive truth, where the honest know they will never find. Many believe they do! Ever belief is a strongly held opinion which leads to war and the killing of people you have never met, at least a murderer has their reason to kill someone! Which is better what is your judgement? Keep looking there is never a destination as good as the image one holds in the mind.

The path is THE destination!:- She said

What is important? Do you really want the answer? for the answer is but another question, a thing I often hear is the scientist saying it has raised more questions than it answered.

Other people are important:- he said

Everyone else but yourself is what all religions tell us, so why do so many ignore the clear message?

Follow or lead is there a difference, to care or not keep asking the answer is never available, ideas. Keep seeing keep hoping If you can see surly every one else can see it too! Nobody knows! everybody knows what is left?

She just smiled! She knew but she wasn't telling were you!!

She was always shining, noone saw her among the sorrows of man. Everyone had new an answer but the question was a mystery .

Why do so many people endorse killing while pretending they are against murder. What is the difference what is right. To kill a freedom fighter or a murderer, to go to war! All we are saying is give peace a chance!!

Every law needs a reason, is the reason moral, thou shalt not kill seems good, then come the BUT! Everyone knows a reason why they should generally they believe the potential victim will do the ones they love harm. Leaders say it to go to war. But none know the reasons of the potential victim. The soldiers in the battle have no say in who dies and who lives.

Murderers kill people they know, soldiers kill people they don't:- she said

So who is the beneficiary? Who is the judge? The ignorant die the powerful get the glory. Do you care is there an answer?
Do you care about what you want, everyone has needs can you tell the difference. Life without wants is a release.
The greedy want you to have wants. Logic is marvelous but it is not logical according to the statistics of the fool.

The fool tells the truth because he knows no better!

The clever man lies to keep his power. Some persuade others that they want money while they hold onto power for their own egos!

Ego is amazing it has a logic all of it's own. It needs power, admiration and always knows best.
For without his knowledge he is nothing. Be it true or false he doesn't know.

To live without ego is truly living:- she said

What will I achieve without ego? A life without wants. What is there to loose? Money what is it's purpose! It buys your needs therefore is essential for most. It buys your wants also which has the temptation to exploit others.

Every want is someone's loss:- she said

I saw it happen did you or were you you not there?

If you were you might remember I was not there. To be there was not a good plan, so great it died like an eagle after it saw a swallow.

She knew that it was all a dream

Before 1 saw a crow flying to the sun. Below a skeleton in drag talked about a remedy he had written. While a beggar smiled because he could see. The end was here or so I thought.

The man in the suit said stop. She just smiled is there a question.

There are NO answers and NO questions and that is all. She said

What does she mean? I have tried not questioning, have you? Does it make any difference to the search for truth? What is the question you need answering?
What more can I ask of you?

Who is that person worse off then you? Does he have more money? Is he trapped by his own fear? Fear of loosing what you have! fear of the Bailiff! Everyone lives in fear, or do they?

The suicidal live in fear of pain before death!

Can YOU live without fear? Are you really in need? Is death so bad, many have been there done that!

There is no answers if you have no questions. What have questions ever done? except create problems? Are problems good?

Trust, we all need trust life is about trust Who do you trust? are you sure? Do you trust google? Or a friend. Do you always need evidence? is that evidence reliable?

everyone believes they are trustworthy except when greed gets in the way. Always make sure opinion is not taken as fact! if you are an expert your opinion has to be taken as near fact until proved otherwise.

Why is mental health not physical health? If you are ill you are ill, if not you are not! Someone's stomach ache in one does not bother another! Keep a story what more do you want!

What hurts you might not hurt another. What give you pleasure may cause others pain. Pain is.onlu good when it stops! When in pain all you want is for it to stop 🛑 all else leaves you. It is a strange man that endures pain for another. Does the other appreciate it or did he suffer in vane?
So it knew better, better than what. The robot knows all, I know nothing. How sad? Who made the robot?
Was it you? Or was it me! Is it responsible? If not then who?
Every machine is the responsibility of the owner and the maker.
Dependency or depending on whom what me responsible who asked me or you is there a result let us try again
Every try needs a tryer, one who fails is always available. The succeeder is short lived as there is nothing left to try
Sad he didn't know!

I deserve a drink, so does the drunk who decides what is good for me? Noone is better or worse life is all about luck.
You judge and be judged who knows what I deserve or what you need. I wish I had wisdom.

Wisdom is knowing you don't know:-She said

To the horse in the field among the snowdrops it was just a sleeping ghost among the beauty of the ass laying down with his fools.

every Junkie is like the setting sun:- Neil Young sang

We all want that Hit and why not?

Addiction is a terrible thing as it puts ourselves before others.

The addiction to power is the most dangerous thing:-She said

Are you a hermaphrodite? I wish I was not seeking sex I hear you say! sex is the biggest conundrum of human life, I believe everyone wants it during their prime some till they die, a few never but to most it is an important part of life.
Sex is pleasurable and if it is not it is wrong at all levels.

The enlightened believe sex should only occur when both want it, the fool looks at it from
Children mean sex, do you want it? What for? Children don't be silly. Or comfort or security or power. Is it a solution a reason or just to satisfy some want?

Are we pretending? Everyone tries you know the reason you are doing it. What for!

Help if you can wherevnothing happens time keeps passing until the clock stops, but who winds the clock. Time is where we live, a city where others dwell. A community is where we strive for a story that noone tells. For every moment there is a thought and every thought speaks of time badly spent. Thinking where next!
What is it like to be completely satisfied I don't mean like after a good meal. I mean to be content within yourself with no fear or resentment no anxiety. Is it just a frame of mind or something more. We all have been there all too briefly wondering if it will return. Was it just a delusion or something substantial? Most things are just in your head good bad or indifferent. Who will know?

"The complete human being does not identify with any religion, any nation, any race for they don't need to justify their existence. For they are secure without attachments" :-she said

Luck everyone has it, that is all. Bad if bad things happen to you good if good things happen. Nothing else

all happenings are down to luck she said

Stop crying for the poor man🥰 love the baddy every time a bady crys a heart is broken a soul aches for the truth, it is elusive or is the search in vain or just try another path!!
Are you the addict, in the t-shirt without a concern for the other. Always search for the man.
Are you not an addict do you ever say I deserve a drink, a chocolate be careful of the word "deserve" it leads to addiction

All "wants" are addictive:-she said

Every want is someone's loss:- she said

How can that be? I want an ice-cream. Someone has made it and spent time providing you with your wants. If they had joy in doing you may never know
Joy is all we want